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why do ppl always remember you when you fail and fall and never when you´re alright and standing up on your own?…because that´s what´s expected from a grown up person to do...you just have to hang on without making a lot of fuss, and quickly pay all your bills, cause they just don´t give a damn for what you´re thinking and feeling toward anything, as long as you behave properly, as long as you play along with all their stupid rules, you´re alright i guess...and you never grow up you just keep growing older and colder and confused day by day till you cant take it no more and you cant leave all your pain behind...once they told me that when i reached the thirty-something i would, somehow, understand everything and things around me would be easier, so why aren't they?...i just keep coming up undone I'm twisted and innocent and i don't give a fuck for what they say or think about it as long as you´re on my side, so are you?...cause alone i break...